That… one day… I meet him… The one, that will change my life forever… but I didn’t know that… or I didn’t very want to understand what will happen… He is the first one or the only one that can see me, hear me, or even remember me. I was very happy… but I still feel that I need more… Why would I have think that? Why would I have feel that? Before I would not have a feeling like that, why I would feel that now? Maybe I should go away, away from that man, before it get worse… What should I do?